I am so done and over day shift. I am a 2nd or 3rd shift kind of girl and I just need to learn to live with that. I hate waking up at 5:45 every morning and hate that I spend half the day away from Chase. At least with evening or night shift I am not gone during his waking hours for so long. I just miss Chase when I am at work, and I miss my bed, and I miss sleeping in past 6 am! I am just ready to switch to nights, 3 days a week. I am also super excited for the shift differential that comes with it. I am also stoked to be getting off of orientation in 5-6 weeks so I can start picking up some OT to save towards our apartment.
I just can’t wait to move out. To be independent and to be our little family. I figure if we can make it work and move out together than marriage and a bigger family are not too far in the future from there. I want to be a married woman. I want to look down at my hand and see the symbol of marriage perched on my ring finger. It doesn’t have to be a three carat symbol, one would be more than enough ;) I also want to be able to say “my husband” does this, or “my husband is the greatest” I want to be someone’s wife, not a girlfriend, but a wife. After five years and two children, I don’t think I am asking for too much! I also want more children, but have all but refused until I am married because I want to do some things the right way, or at least part ways! I just got it a little backwards is all!
Ok, well Shrek is on, the boy is chill, and I may see a little nap in my not so distant future. Then I am thinking of taking Chase swimming a bit (when the sun isn’t so harsh), then bath time, bottle, and bed! My dear sweet wonderful bed, we will be together again soon.
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